squash every week into a day

home again, back to real life
feeling refreshed, coordinated and prepped for the week
having 3, sometimes 4, calendars can get confusing but now they are all in sync
the kitty babies seem happy/healthy
the roommate is a sweetheart as usual. i'll have her around until the winter for sure now, which makes me feel better.

amazing weekend, i don't think i'll ever get used to all this love and so many good times
feeling very lucky

lots of work this week = big money = fun times
must get plenty of sleep and find a babysitter for the kittens this weekend
excited to pick up my boots and start packing for FW!!!!!

must throw things in the laundry and get to sleep.

hey baby lets make history tonight

today was a blur

i got so much done, it feels nice
everything is so fucking perfect i might have a panic attack
i might start working more, total bonus
plans and plans and plans
have a meeting with a new family on thursday or friday
lovely after work times with some of the favorites
but now i need to turn it off and go to sleep

hard at work...

these are the moments

today i woke up, made food, fell back to sleep and slept till 4pm.

glorious excess.

now it is 4am and i cant sleep at all.

i love naps but they totally fuck me up.

tonight was fantastic.

checked the cats and met joey at the dive.

started to talk specifics for mz. south philly fab (this shit is going be so crazy!)

stef and cierra made an amazing dinner

went to some awkward club for a hot one.

ended the night at mom's with liz.

i love those ladies so much because they are both so fucking smart.

they are so real, everything gets put into perspective

i think if we all worked together in some kind of collective making our things

we could rule the world

but thats just what i think.

so much happening tomorrow i should sleep

but i cant, my mind is on FF

i should have taken pictures tonight but i didn't

so here are my fingers growing out of the ground

don't worry, i'll save you.

9 1/2 hours later....I am released into the world.

"Sir! are you okay? Sir! I have training, may I give you care?"

BOOM.

Life saved.

And I got the opening reception cleaned up in 8 mins flat.

I am the queen of anticipatory service.

and a bunch of people showed up for it so it was a smashing success.

the joys of a day in service to one's community....

now i will eat take out and watch t.v.

tomorrow I will celebrate the moments of my life.

faaaabulous

August 29th!

At The Wail.....

Mz. South Philly Fabulous!!!!!

MC'd by yours truly and Joey...

if you like drag shows, this one will be the greatest experience of your life.

put on your wig, some pumps, and turn up the glamour!

"we won't be shady, just fierce."

If you thought this was good last year....

We are gonna be out of control!

T.C.B

I got this card in a reading I did for myself a few days ago and feel like it sums up a lot of what's going on and what has being going on with me recently. The six of Pentacles is a card that has a lot to do with events surrounding giving and receiving. It can be about money but also about personal relationships, work, whatever. 

Right now I have been lucky enough to be receiving so much from family, friends, work, and life in general. Its been weird dealing with the idea of not going back to school for the first time in 18 or so years and it really threw me for a while. I've been really worried about staying here instead of moving and making an effort to have a life here but as things often do, it has all fallen into place. I really feel like I am where I need to be at this point in my life. I feel like I finally have some control at least for a little bit. 

I've made a lot of scary, big girl type decisions, stepped a little further out of the closet, and started to harness some key parts of my personality that I've ignored for way too long. I've lost some big things along the way but I feel like what I am gaining is way more important. 

It is truly time, maybe more than ever, to T.C.B.